Dear Papa Jesus,

I know I'm not enough to make my loved ones happy. Please guide them to find the better person who can give them the happiness that they think they deserve. I am selfish, and you know that. But you taught me not to be one. All I want is to make them happy. To make their lives easy to live with. To give them contentment.

I feel it when they don't need me. I knew it by heart. And it kills me inside. You witness how I cry everytime I feel the pain. Because you know, that I need them more than they need me. Always.

But thank you, for letting me feel this way, because through this I am learning to trust myself more. Look at me now, I'm a stronger me. Aren't you proud of me?

So, please, guide them to find a better person that can give them complete happiness. And please, take good care of them and please remind them that I love them, more than they know. Much more than that.

P.S.
At the deepest corner of my heart, I'm hoping and praying that they'll choose me over the better person. That time will come, I'll be needed and loved. :-)

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ACADEMICALLY SPEAKING

09.08.2012 | Saturday

I have lots of things to be thankful for. And being surrounded by good people with good hearts, is one of those blessings that I will be forever grateful to God. I may not have a perfect life, but God gave me wonderful people to make my life worth living. *Daming alam!

What to do on a Saturday rest day? 

The original plan is to visit a dear friend *Please insert Yvonne's name here* because of certain personal problem that I will no longer elaborate in this blog. This is something personal and badly needs privacy. Anyway, we plan to meet up at SM Calamba. Camille, Sarah, Nona, Paul, Jamie, Jerome, Mark, Maricris, Aileen and me. Sadly, Yvonne is out with her family. So, as we have our contingency plan, we decided to watch a movie. But the movies available in SM Cinema didn't match in any of our taste. So, as of our last choice, we've decided to go to Beanstalk to eat and to make lots of catching up. I just realized that Beanstalk has been a familiar place to me, it was just last week when I last dined there with my girlfriends.

Jot also arrived pala!

Here are our pictures: (thanks Je for the pictures!)

Me going Solo. What's new with the princess diba? :-)

Aside from us, Ate Clarize and Ate Franz were also there. God, I can't look at ate Franz because she is so pretty without her make-up on. Hahaha! They're the original batchmates of Jot.

You wanna ask what's with my blog title? HAHAHA! I couldn't help but to laugh everytime I hear the phrase 'Academically Speaking'. It was Jot who make pauso of that phrase. He's 'boo' kasi is a teacher,   and so Jot got it from him. It was really funny when he delivers his line. FTW! And that became the phrase of the day. Whoo!

We miss being with each other, laughing, making good memories, sharing experiences, sharing problems, and doing non-sense talks. How I wish we can go back to our college life. We made a deal to meet each other every 15th of the month. Dinner or whatsoever. Swelduhan daw kasi ng mga employed. And that's a DEAL!

Another day has ended. And it ended well. I made good memories with good people. I thank God for today! I'm looking forward to see them again. I miss them already! I want more!!! :-)

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